Yess, I have been in a phase of nostalgia since a pretty while….and yess this whole realisation thing trully crashed upon me badly….its not like you don’t already knoww, but its like you knew that it would happen one day or another but that one day came too sooner than realisation could dawn upon😔
Each passing day had something in store for me. Somedays were good and made me smile, and would be cherished for an eternity to come….While there were other days that were troublesome, brought grief and wishes that they would pass sooner. But day by day the days passed and here we come towards the closing chapter of this phase of life.
I still remember the day I first stepped in here….everything new, a new world, new people, all strangers, new life…..and leaving my people behind at home was the biggest trauma of that time…..and I remember wishing each day for this new thing to end sooner so that I could again be a part of my home asap.
Each time I used to go home on weekends or for vacays, I would wish that I did not have to return back to this place away from home. Parents would sit and countdown the time left for me to return back home.
Soon time passed, this shit place that used to be a trouble for life, became a bliss to be. A routine. Another home. My place. Our place. Strangers becoming friends. My people. People whom you cannot imagine life without. And soon I developed a love kind of thing for this place. 4 years of bond that we hold with place is something that just does not need words for.
And then suddenly….One fine day, it dawns upon you on how fast time flies….all these years that you thought were too long to handle, just flied past leaving only a few months in hand. It just crashes upon you that this life that you lived for the longest period of time would soon end in a couple of months. Just a few countable months….😔
Life would definitly not come to an halt, it will still continue, all of us will continue to live a life….But everything would change. Each one of us would have a new life, a different world, a new atmoshpere, new people….and soon this very thing, this place, the people, everything, every damn thing that we’ve cursed for the longest of time and have waited everything to end – would end.
And very soon, one fine day, with the happiness of completing our studies here, most awaited moment would arrive, when its time to return home, where our families have been waiting for us to return for so long. We would pack up our bags and leave for our homes, glad to be back to our places….But with the realisation…that this time we will not have to pack our bags again, mumma will not have to pack food again, no wprries for college, we would not return back again…..its just over.
I don’t know whether I have been hyping the whole nostalgic thing or whether everybody else is also sharing the same feeling with me…..but all I know is that this place has given me so much in the last 4 years….uncountable things, cherishable memories, immense happiness, experiences to last lifelong, new relations, longlasting love, so many good friends, a few enemies as well, new treasures, new lessons….and so much moreee unlistable.
Its like the day we entered here, we were so little, immature, childish, still in the teenage…..but the day we step out, we would be a totally different being, mature, adult, grown ups.
Time is trully a powerful thing indeed….it just changes everything….everything would change soon….grasp time, live the moment, make memories, create experiences….time is passing faster day by day….just make use of it such that the day you leave this place, you are proud…. “Yessss I lived my life to the fullest“ ❤
Everything would change the moment we step out of here….each one of us would have a different life….some would go abroad, some to their native places….some would get engaged to their books, some would get married….people who say they would miss you, might never call you back….those who say they would meet you, might get along….people who say ‘you are their only’, might find better alternatives….those who promised to be with you for lifetime, might last longer than infinity….people who say you as the bestest of friends, might not even recognise you later….those who have holded hands till now might hold still even better….so many possibilities, so many thingss.
But…..the time is still in hand….make use of it to the fullest….live a king size life….gather time before it slips out of hand….!!!!
So…..while we still have time….enjoy with your friends, spend time with your bae, make precious memories, strengthen bonds, repair those that have been long broken, laugh, have fun, go crazyyyy, make a bucket list and go fulfilling it, go out on adventures, do the undone, study hard too (very important😛), but make fun out of each little moment that can be….kya ptaa….kal ho na ho😊
And though…..life is not a fairytale….but….we…. can make life magical with happiness, love amd memories….🤘🏻😊
Run fast before time runs outtt…..the countdown has already begun….!!!!